I wish I were truly okay with being alone. But the world is full of garbage toilet humans, male and female, who are so hypnotized by the television that they would literally murder me if the talking heads on CNN told them to.
And I'd spent so many years on self-improooovement just to fit in and the most I had to show for it was to successfully LARP as a functional adult at a job I hated which exhausted me to the point that I had no energy to do anything on my off-hours.
I don't know where I'm going with this. Fuck it, clicking Send.
And I'd spent so many years on self-improooovement just to fit in and the most I had to show for it was to successfully LARP as a functional adult at a job I hated which exhausted me to the point that I had no energy to do anything on my off-hours.
I don't know where I'm going with this. Fuck it, clicking Send.
I hear your frustration brother I do. My nephew is assbergers.
I am very social, outgoing, independent and always have been.
Its hard for me to understand how someone cannot learn how to be social naturally.
My nephew is a smart kid 153 IQ but when it comes to people he just cant do it. I tried to help him, give him advice. I was the cool uncle for many years. He clings to his video games and anime never dating or getting any.
Where I get hung up on this whole debate is where the inability stops and "I dont feel like it begins/socially lazy," starts. Meaning the path of least resistance.
I can see at times being "unable" is an excuse for being lazy to put it in simple terms.
I am very social, outgoing, independent and always have been.
Its hard for me to understand how someone cannot learn how to be social naturally.
My nephew is a smart kid 153 IQ but when it comes to people he just cant do it. I tried to help him, give him advice. I was the cool uncle for many years. He clings to his video games and anime never dating or getting any.
Where I get hung up on this whole debate is where the inability stops and "I dont feel like it begins/socially lazy," starts. Meaning the path of least resistance.
I can see at times being "unable" is an excuse for being lazy to put it in simple terms.
I got used to living alone. Now I quite enjoy it. Now what to do about the job I hate and the state that I hate living in... I'm going to have to work on that.
